DIL TOH PAGAL HAI....!!!

**Dil toh pagal hai....

" Sometimes... the strongest person in the morning is..
the one who have cried for the entire night......!

U might just say.. or evn try to show.. that U have overcome..
but then, deep inside somewhere in those dark corners of that blood
pumping machine.. throbbing in ur chest.. U know.. U miss him....!

U still feel HE is gonna come back.. but U are too scared to talk it out with anyone..
B'coz U are a girl with a tough exterior... and U don't wanna..
Let the world see that soft part, the baby inside U..
U lie on bed and think about the awesome stuff U both did together,
U smile, and then that moment flashes Ur past.. when He went away,

When He finished, ended the value of every moment spent with U.......!

Doesn't it feel weird sumtyms.. when the radio plays a song...
that he use to dedicated to U a while ago and though he has hurt U yet..
U sit there like an idiot smiling with his face flashing infront
of ur face....!
But.. I must tell u HE IS NEVER GONNA COME BACK.
Stop torturing Urself, to Ur Heart and move on....
If he would have supposed to come back, he hadn't left U alone.. !
And I quote some lines by R.N. Tagore " O poor, unthinking
human heart! Error will not go away, logic and reason are
slow to penetrate. We cling with both arms to false hope,
refusing to believe the weightest proofs against it,
embracing it with all our strength. In the end it escapes,
ripping our veins and draining our heart's blood; until,
regaining consciousness, we rush to fall into snares of
delusion all over again."
Thats why.. its said "Dil toh pagal hai, dil deewana hai".........!!!

 

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http://my1stnlastlove.blogspot.in/

http://archiethesmilingpearl.blogspot.in/

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DEFINITION OF "NOTHING".....!!!

Time doesn't wait for you or me..
Days pass 'n year change,
You miss me.. I miss you,
You moved away with your loved ones,
Your life changed,
Friends changed,
People changed,
Even you have changed…..
But my heart has..
Those precious moments engraved in it..
Whether I want it or not,
They are always here,
Making me sad at happy times..
'N happy at sad times..
I think about those lovely
'N happy days…
Then smile.. with eyes full of tears…
'N when somebody asks me..
the reason for that smile..
I just say "NOTHING"…….!!!!




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http://diarypagesofayounggirl.blogspot.in/

http://my1stnlastlove.blogspot.in/

http://archiethesmilingpearl.blogspot.in/

http://nachodeinyaariyan.blogspot.in/

P : I STILL MISS "THE OLD YOU"....! :'(

Whenever I walk alone....I feel He is walking with me and
asking me to hold his hand....
Whenever I sit to study.....I feel that He is gazing me and
giving a cute smile encouraging me to study more....
Whenever I am sad.....I feel He is sitting on my side and
Giving me a tight hug....
Whenever my mobile blinks.....I feel He is holding his mobile
and messaging me.....
Whenever I gaze at moon....I feel He's doing the same ‘n
missing me very badly.....
Whenever I get up suddenly at 3am or 4am....I strongly feel
that even He has got up at very same time by missing me....!
”And these feelings are all because.. Once upon a time.. He was with me... holding my hand for eternity...! what we had, for those few blissful years, had truly been beautiful.. Crazy beautiful.. Or may be just crazy... love.. pure, selfless love....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

ALSO CHECK :

http://diarypagesofayounggirl.blogspot.in/

http://my1stnlastlove.blogspot.in/

http://archiethesmilingpearl.blogspot.in/

http://nachodeinyaariyan.blogspot.in/

A WALK WITH HIM

“You can never understand why people do stupid things 
for love unless you, yourself, experience how it is to be in 
love.” 

ABOUT ME :

I'm a girl with big dreams that are going to require a lot of hard work and determination but it will all be worth it in the end, I’m just looking forward to this, “best feeling on Earth”.










> INSPIRATION - I was so in love with him for a long time. He meant everything to me. We were like one of such couples in movies, in books . He made me laugh for some non-sense reasons, his weirdness, he inspired me a lot. Indeed, I was so in love, in love with a guy I can’t even call MINE now.. ( ._.) 
> FRIENDSHIP - Despite our differences, disagreements. There’s some reason why the two of us met. I could tell you he’s the only one who can make me laugh even in my worst mood. He will do anything just to cheer me up, the one I shared my secrets without being judged. We’re so close, He’s a trustworthy friend.. :^) 

> LOVERS - He was everything I wanted. There was something about him that driven me crazy. Whenever we kissed, I was nervous but whenever he smiled while we’re kissing, made me feel comfortable with him. The way he used to hug me, so tight.. It was the best feeling ever. It made me feel like he never want to let go. Waking up in the morning, seeing his "good morning ullu... mela paglu... laata bachcha :* " text, his video call, just to see eachother... ♥ Priceless moment ever! :) 

<<< The Bond has Broken.... :'( >>>

> LETTING GO - It hurts like hell, watching the one you love, love someone else. When he told me that he is in love with another girl... and I was like “Congrats.” But deep inside it broke my heart into pieces. I admit.. I cried, well always after the revelation. I kept asking myself, “Am I really not that good enough for him?” Everything has been changed now..... :( 

     Well....It is not easy to watch the person you love, love someone else. You are still in love with that person and you think about them everyday. The mere thought of them loving someone else crushes you so bad that you just want to disappear from the face of the Earth. This is a common feeling of love after a relationship is over. It is one of the hardest things to deal with.

Moving on takes time and it is difficult but it does get easier as time passes. You will not fall out of love over night, but the best thing to do would be to try and let that person go, because they are not the one for you. There is better out there and surely there is someone perfect for you.

> MOVING ON - Moving on…. how can you exactly move on when you were still in love with that person? How can you move on when your true friends were his friends too? How can you move on when you were so close to his family? How can you move on when everything around you reminds of him? :'( 

> LIFE GOES ON - I’m scared of not being with him and I still can’t accept it. But I’m distancing myself from him. I know I was so wrong for letting my world revolved around just the two of us. So I’m setting myself free, to meet others.







ALSO CHECK :

http://diarypagesofayounggirl.blogspot.in/

http://my1stnlastlove.blogspot.in/

http://archiethesmilingpearl.blogspot.in/

http://nachodeinyaariyan.blogspot.in/